Retarded...

Can't stand my naive reaction and idiot behavior anymore.

I have to fit into new environment more quickly! I have to realize the implication more deeply. To be an independent AM in 2 months is the short-term goal. I've already tired of being treated as a baby who can't live w/o nanny.

Here comes the easy next step.
1. relax
2. not only focus on acct penetration but also focus on internal co-work
3. being positive and aggressive!

Shack it! I can do it!!