Gap

I feel so isolated and even so unfamiliar in my recent life. It's strange esp when you talk w/ your best friend and don't know what to say and how to express yourself.

Things happen everyday and life is always going on. It's automatic that you lose the patience to update every single detail to your friends no matter high or low. Then one day, you find it's hard to share w/ some simple little thing w/ your friend anymore because it's exhausted to demonstrate the story back ground in order to pop out the point you want to share. Suddenly and sadly you will know that you lose the common channel w/ your friends. Pathetically, the conversations are nothing more than "how is everything" or "we used to...". Nothing new, nothing exciting. Finally you run out the memory and the path to your past forever.

It's what gap all about.